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☆ even the gods bleed [ pt 2 ]
{☆} characters furina, neuvillette {☆} notes cult au, imposter au, multi-chapter, gender neutral reader {☆} warnings none {☆} word count 1.9k {☆} previous [ 1 ]
This had to be a punishment of some sort – some kind of divine punishment.
She was bored out of her mind just watching the sleeping body – she hadn't blinked once in the past five hours, her eyes were really starting to hurt. Yet they still hadn't moved so much as an inch since she sequestered them away to the only place she had known to be safe.
But it'd been almost a week since then.
The only solace she found was that Teyvat had seemed much less hellbent on collapsing in on itself like a dying star.
That counted for something.
Not much, but something!
..Even if their position was no better then it was a week ago.
There was, after all, still the issue of what to do about the false Creator – the actual imposter – and the Archons following them like blind lambs. The other Archons wouldn't listen if she tried to reason with them, and it would only risk the life of Divine One if she spoke of their location to anyone else.
She also was pretty fond of having her head still attached to her shoulders.
So she avoided them all together. Partially because she wasn't sure she wouldn't have a breakdown at the sight of them..she'd never been a fighter, and fighting an Archon? Easy pass.
Instead she was forced to babysit the sleeping Divine until they woke up while Neuvillette handled taking care of the nation and dealing with the other Archons – and by extension the false Creator.
Really though, she would almost think them dead if not for the subtle rise and fall of their chest.
Though..this also left her with a lot of time to herself. A lot of time to think.
She really didn't like it.
There wasn't a lot to occupy her mind and what little there was only distracted her for a scant few moments before her eyes drifted back to the Divine like she was locked in their orbit, unable to escape.
She closed the same book for the twelfth time – she kept count – and returned it to it's meticulously designed place within her bookcase. A low, barely audible huff of frustration escaped her lips before she could bite it down, her stare boring a hole into the body of the Divine One with a sharp intensity she rarely showed.
She was tired, bored and constantly on edge, fearing that at any moment someone would find out about their presence here.
That, at the drop of a hat, she would be powerless to stop the greatest tragedy of her time play out before her eyes.
Neuvillette would have scolded her for being so petulant, especially around the Divine One, if he were here.
But he wasn't.
He was out running her nation, instead.
And what was she doing? Nothing!
She grit her teeth, nails digging harshly into the palm of her hands as she took a deep breath – now was not the time to think about that. She had..much more pressing matters. Sulking and letting her thoughts spiral helped no one, least of all herself.
Yet her attention was caught by a harsh inhale, the rustle of fabric – were they finally waking up? She was exhausted, but it all vanished at the sudden drop of life within the otherwise deathly still body of the Divine.
Her eyes followed the subtle twitch of their fingers, watching as their brow furrowed and their features twisted in something almost like..pain.
..She wasn't ready.
What was she supposed to say?
Should she even say anything? Would that be considered impolite? Does she wait for them to speak first? Should she kneel? Bow?
She doesn't get much time to find her own answer before their lashes flutter, chest heaving with every strangled breath. Every single thought vanishes from her mind the moment she meets their eyes.
For a long, silent moment she thinks that her heart must have stopped.
Their eyes glow like the cresting of the sun over the horizon, painting the world in hues of gold – yet it also reminded her of the dipping of the moon below the waves, casting the briefest, most gentle of lights upon the world engulfed in darkness. In the depths of their eyes was the birth and death of stars in the infinite cosmos – glittering stars in a sea of empty, blank space that left her feeling lightheaded and breathless.
Beneath the splendor is a spark of recognition in their eyes so vibrant it was like a shooting star piercing through the dark night sky, leaving nothing but the wonder in the eyes of the observer as the only proof it ever existed – brilliant in it's beauty, however brief.
It is the most beautiful thing she has ever seen.
"Focalors?"
The lilt of their voice nearly made her knees buckle beneath her – euphoria so consuming it left her feeling she was starving swallowed her whole, her mind blanking in a moment of utter bliss. It was..an indescribable feeling that she doubted she could ever hope to put into words – not in a way that could properly express it, try as she might.
She swallowed the words that threatened to spill from her lips – she couldn't make a fool of herself. Not in front of them of all people. She'd never forgive herself.
"Divine One," She rasps, clearing her throat and covering her mouth with a hand to mask both her nervousness and the small smile that creeps across her face. She quickly regains her composure, hand resting on her hip as she puffs out her chest with every bit of pride she can manage. "I am sure you must be confused, but worry not– your most loyal acolyte has seen the truth!"
The silence is deafening.
She opens one eye, peaking at the bewildered and almost distraught expression of the Divine.
"What the hell are you talking about?"
That..she was not prepared for. Surely they knew who they were! Surely they knew. They had to– she's been praying to them for as long as she's breathed, she's dedicated every hour of her life to living up to their ideals, they can't just–!
"Lady Furina?"
Neuvillette, thankfully, spares her the embarrassment of having a meltdown in front of the Divine, the gentle rap of his knuckles against the door making her and the Divine pause, the soft lull of his voice soothing her nerves and yet setting her on edge at the same time.
"Neuvillette." She clears her throat again, her steps hurried as she marches to the door and pries it open none too gently, a forced smile pulling at her lips. She wastes no time tugging the man into the room, shutting the door behind him with a short huff. The silence is, somehow, even worse then before as the three of them stare at each other in absolute exasperation.
Neuvillette, for his part, manages to get his act together with a sharp clearing of his throat, bowing so low even she looks unnerved. She steals a brief glance at the Divine, and she's taken aback by the uncomfortability twisting their features into a grimace.
Their expression is schooled back into one of empty apathy when he stands back to his full height, but she saw it – she knows she did! Did they not like their worship? Were they not respectful enough? For a moment, she feared the Divine would smite Neuvillette down on the spot..but they just stared at him like he was a ghost.
"Why aren't you killing me?"
The defeated, resigned tone combined with the way their voice cracks makes her heart ache in her chest – it feels as though her entire world is crumbling down at her feet, and she cannot explain why she feels such emotions so strongly, but it is suffocating. It is almost as if Teyvat itself is weeping, bearing down upon her shoulders like a heavy weight.
She feels the urge to weep herself, but she powers through, gritting her teeth long enough for Neuvillette to take his place at the side of her – though it feels more like their – bed, kneeling like he was going to pray.
"Divine One," He offers a hand with a quiet rumble of his voice, the words slipping off his tongue like honey. It's like trying to soothe a stray cat..though she'd never voice such comparisons of the most Divine out loud. "I..we mean you no harm. I swear on my authority as the Iudex of Fontaine and Chief Justice that you are safe with us."
The skepticism she expected, but the reverence in which Neuvillette must convince them – or perhaps they are simply so tired that they simply did not care any longer if it was all some ploy to drive a knife between their ribs. She didn't expect them to actually place their hand in Neuvillette's.
He didn't either, judging by the way he visibly brightened – not that they'd notice, but she did.
..Not that she could really blame him, her heels clicking against the floorboards as she shifted her weight to the other foot with a nervous energy that was practically bursting at the seams, more then a little jealous of the attention he was receiving. She was the one who found them, she was the one who stayed with them the entire time..but he gets all the attention?
How unfair.
"O-of course! We would never lay a hand on our creator," She adds, her voice a little higher pitched then she would have liked as she placed her hands on her hips, puffing out her chest and brushing off the sting of jealousy. "Least of all I– your most loyal, most devout acolyte!"
She felt baffled when she heard the sound of their laughter, her shoulders hunching and her cheeks flushing on mere instinct – she was expecting mockery, but the look in their eyes, still dulled by a pain she cannot even begin to imagine, made her hesitate.
..It was, perhaps, the most genuine thing she'd heard from them ever since before the hunt began.
She wasn't sure why her heart hurt at such an idea, but it was enthralling to see the beginnings of a half hearted smile on their lips.
For a moment, her mask of theatrics was forgotten as she stared at them in a mixture of awe and adoration– and though she didn't look at Neuvillette, she could imagine he must've shared such an expression.
Had she any doubts that they were her Creator, that they alone were the most Divine..they would wiped clean now. There was no mistaking the way the world itself seemed to grow clearer as they glanced up at her like she was worth something.
For a moment, she realized how cold the false Creators gaze had been now that she has felt warmth so gentle it almost made her knees buckle beneath her. It felt like a pale imitation, now.
Nothing could compare to the warmth that spread through her body at the mere semblance of a smile upon their lips. She didn't even mind if it was her they were laughing at anymore, she just wanted to hear them laugh again.
She'd make a fool of herself, if she had to.
She'd never felt so..ravenous for such a thing, but just the briefest glimpse was addictive.
She simply couldn't help herself from striding across the room and clasping their free hand in her own, her smile wide enough to unnerve as she leaned her weight onto the bed. For a moment, she considered pulling away at the way they startled, but her mind was made up by then – there was no going back.
"Again."
#sagau#genshin sagau#self aware genshin#genshin impact sagau#self aware genshin impact#fic tag#neuvillette#focalors#furina#dont ask what happened here idk#this was. also supposed 2 be neuvi focused and then i.#dont talk 2 me abt focalors i wont ever shut up#got a 300k word essay on hand abt how i feel abt her character/how i interpret her personality and her story#focalors jsut like me fr fr (cries at the slightest inconvenience or the slightest mean comment)#shes so pathetic girlfail im gonna chew on her#what happens when reader gets stuck with two emotionally repressed french bastards?? hell#neuvi is the “emotionless” flavor of emotionally repressed in that hes HORRIBLE at showing emotions at all#ask him to smile and its incredibly unnerving and theres too many teeth but hes trying his best please call him pretty or he will cry :(#furina is the flavor of emotionally repressed where she makes it up by having Too Many emotions#using theatrics and masks to show everyone what they want to see but inside this girl is a MESS#constant anxiety and panic 24/7#will do random shit and look at you and if u dont compliment her she will think u hate her and cry#compliment her and she'll do even stupider shit to try and impress you more#i love my scrunkly little babies they r so stupid and mentally ill someone get these bitches some THERAPY#i want 2 put them under a microscope#watch this be ooc fr furina when more of her lore drops if shes not girlfail im leaving#anyway see u in a week im going on a trip ill get back 2 u in 6-7 business days
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i will say, to all of yall j.jk enjoyers out there — i'm opening sooooo many new doors and opportunities and dynamics once i fully detail the marked. yall think jjt and jjk are a hoot, just wait till yall meet this enigma that fronts as a criminal organization and does a little too well at throwing everyone off their actual scent to keep all things that go bump in the night to a minimum.
oh, did i mention how they all canonically died and came back for a second chance at life with nifty powers?
well, they got medics, trainers, cleaners, hunters — everything you could ever want for a well oiled machine and more
#* & make way for rapid clown honking — ooc .#// brain Buzzing with ideas and connections already#// they def utilize siwoo's services and probably try to absorb higu's law knowledge#// also? they Would have the power to give him full immunity post-canon. their connections run Deep#// also wow new lore drop - yuma...... is technically next in line to take over the marked so surprise! your friendly doc's not all he seem
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#my art#arcaea#insight#compassion#Um should i start putting arcaea as their last name LMFAO#… i’ll add it to all the character tags when i open tumblr on laptop…#anyways expect this shit to be ooc when update drops tomorrow! orr like 17ish hours for me#at the time of posting#but uhhh#its like skg throws herself into loving miracles (which finding true miracles was her real conviction)#and loving other worlds and creations in general#to not focus on the fact she isnt receiving any love back (and the last time Ever was from compassion who she left behind with that world)#and like by throwing herself i mean she goes completely bonkers Freak territory in loving#girl what if the real miracle was compassion’s hand hmm#jkjk#in the first pic look at that fool focused on whatever cube she made instead of compassion looking right at her come on man#i wonder at what point skg began to feel unsettled#im so intrigued by that little bit of her story#HOORAY FOR LORE PLEASE L0W1RO THROW ME GOOD CRUMBS#also yeah it starts off one sided between them (compassion -> skg)#f for compassion guys she could Not get skg to stay#im not entirely sure why for this next bit#but i think compassion has some slight cheeky vibes#more of a front when she’s older .whatever countless years is#so like. ‘found you!’ is said like hide n seek game#(how would skg confront her anyway knowing that she left her behind)#oh and compassion was taller when they were young but for some reason skg just shot up in height lololol#yeah sorry mess of tags Guys i really need arcaea update NOW
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hsr ver 2.3 livestream //
ZOOOMM & FUCKING ENHANCE...?
it is not a greatsword....but sword is close enough right........
ok anyway nromal again sorry dash carry on happy summer happy solstice
#﹙ ⊰ ✿ * . ﹚ ◟ today me is even more awesome than yesterday me! › ooc .#i will delete this later sorry to subject the dash to my coping rn but i just watched the hsr stream#the hair also says march 7th to me but i am completely biased#IF IT'S NOT HER WHY WOULD THEY NOT NAME DROP WHO IT IS#sorry also to ke who does not even play hsr & is the victim of my insanity#march 7th we will get you that lore drop so help me#if this is not her we will pretend im not a clown i never posted this :heart_hands: im sure it will be a fun character no matter who#but it is march 7th trust
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Hey love! ♡♡♡,
I'm curious, what is your grandad like? How was it growing up with him around?
(Also, because of course I should ask this as well, do you think he'd like me-?)
Darlinnnnnnnnnnnn~!!!!! 💖💖💖💖💖
*pounces on you in a hug*
My favorite Heartslabyul-shaped Diasomnian! 😹
Hmmmm…
As for my Grandpaw… I didn’t just grow up with him around, I grew up with only him around. I don’t really remember my parents. They were unfortunately lost to what every Cheshire willingly and lovingly makes their worst enemy, so I was raised by my Grandpaw!
He is very fun! I still haven’t guessed his first name, even after all these years, but I’m sure I’ll figure it out eventually! 😼 My Grandpaw likes to tell lots of stories and you’ll never know if they’re true or not… sometimes the ones you’re so sure are the lies are the truths.
One time, he told me a story about this giant egg man sitting on a wall that was so well-to-do that a KING gave him a cravat (or was it a belt? 🤔) as an Unbirthday present and promised to fix him if the egg man broke his shell. I was pawsitive my Grandpaw was just telling tall tales with that one… nope! Learned years later that it did happen… in a different universe. Grandpaw is just sneaky like that! 🤭
He’s great with kids - he’s who I want to be when I am as old as he is. He was always so patient with teaching me how to appear and disappear, teleport, and [REDACTED REDACTED REDACTED REDACTED]. I don’t know where I would be without him. 🥰
And I think he would adore you, Darlin! You’re important to me, which means he’s already going to like you, but also? You gave me earrings. And I’m wearing them. He’s gonna know that means I really like you. So that means he won’t just like you as an accessory to me, he will sit you down and get to know you so he can say fur sure that he likes you. 💜
#Grandpaw is awesome!#Thank you for giving me an excuse to talk about my family 💜#che’nya chats#che’nya the [REDACTED]#che’nya lore drop#twst rp#che’nya rp#darlin megs 💖#ooc: I feel like I need to go through and not only make sure all my tags are correct and up to date#ooc: but also maybe change/add a few#ooc: like perhaps the lore drop one lol
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So I found a lot of my old art for the Drifters Crew
youve got the captain, Dezmond, the first mate / navigatior Ryker, and Jack, their engineer and Second.
#➤ berrч pıckıng | art#➤ bчgone vısıons | ooc#also dont mind the ryker lore drop with the last one oopd
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thank god she doesn’t have tumblr but like i kinda miss ani swearing at me in turkish … guys i promise i am so over her but you know you knowwwww
#it was hot and cute and like#listen#hear me out#ani karadeniz#morgan drew#dc oc rp#dc#dc oc#dc rp#only in gotham#rp blog#carnival#ooc. I LOVE DROPPING ‘LORE’#ooc. i also love ani she’s so cutie patootie
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Uhhhh *y e l l o w m a n* no thoughts.
Also is it just Hoody fronting or is Brian talking sometimes too? Just curious :)
(Yellow man<3, but it's a mix between both. Some things will align more with Hoodie or Brian. Actions are more Hoodie, talking is more Brian, that kind of thing. I have plans of putting a shallow line in the sand for the two, but for now, they're sharing:). I need to think of a storyline for this to make it more interesting to follow, I started it on a whim so any ideas of what yall would want to see would be a great jumping off point:).)
"You didn't hear it from me, but Mr. Purple over here might do an art style change. Maybe my face can be bound to a plane again." :)
#ooc post#brian thomas#hoodie marble hornets#hoodie text#hoodie LORE DROP ?!#its just that some poses and stuff is hard for me to do in this art style???#it looks so simple#but because my normal style is mkre realistic a hand can just not make sense for the context of the piece#also typing this right before class gets in</3
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VA x Reader? 👀 ay yo I’m looking especially knowing how he is like-? Oh goodness that’s a treat- 👀
Mmm I've been thinking about it for a while. VA is one of the characters I really want to know more about (and hoping he gets a role in HSR too). He's just so intriguing...Lots of non canon-compliant bits here, just something I had in mind for him haha (Using He/Him for Void Archives here!)
Void Archives ends up in the Herta Space Station, alone. There wasn't anywhere in particular he wanted to go, and the Space Station seems to be a good place to start. There's a ton of information that can be of use to him, relics and items with special powers, and a lot of research papers. It helped that the staff here all had a tendency to leave their notes and papers out in the open for just anyone to read it, aiding him further in his exploration. The term 'Honkai' wasn't applied anywhere, but there were mentions of a Stellaron and Aeons and...well, Void Archives could connect the dots.
(There was the question of the Herrscher's whereabouts, but he supposed the two of them would meet again, somehow.)
And then he meets you.
You're a researcher, though not held in nearly as high regards as your colleagues, with a particular interest in the Stellaron and the harm it brought. What you searched for was answers; a reason for the sudden spread, how it all started, and so on. VA steals your notes and drafts often, sharing your curiosity in the phenomenon, and looks over them carefully. Well-written, and detailed, accompanied by various, and at times, outlandish, theories. But from his own experience, even the most far-fetched possibilities weren't impossible.
He tells himself that your research, and by association, you, would be helpful, and that was the only reason why he was constantly near your desk. That's also why, when he sees you look particularly dejected after yet another failed report, he leaves you a can of your favorite drink on your desk. It's not because he can sympathize with your fervent devotion to your mission, or with your desire to stop staying in the shadows of others. It's only because it's in his best interests that you stay motivated and continue working on your research, so you can supply him with the information (and entertainment) he needs.
One day, you happen to catch him looking through your papers, and...you take it surprisingly well. He was muttering to himself something about your mention of aliens, and you immediately rushed over and launched into your understanding of alien species and their role in the disasters. You were foolish, he thinks, but oddly endearing. Maybe you thought he was a researcher, or maybe...he watches you go on about the Fragmentum and common identification signs with poorly contained excitement—maybe you were just happy that someone was interested in your work. A lot of your words don't make sense to him at the speed you're going, but he listens all the same—He's become quite good at that, after all the centuries. He finds it quite odd that just his presence by your desk has invigorated you to such an extent. He wonders how pathetic of a state you have to be in to end up like this, how desperate you must have been. It wasn't like Stellaron research was unpopular, it was just your ideas that weren't very well received. Such a shame too, your efforts were admirable, and your heart was in the right place, even if your ideas were a little unconventional.
But he doesn't particularly mind the company. He doesn't mind when you sit beside him after a long day, a string of complains ready to go (He acts disinterested, but he is listening. He thinks you keep coming back because you know this, too), or when you drag him to a window and name all the stars you know (He asks himself why he's never done this before; because he had never known to, or because he never cared to?), or even when you ask him for his opinions on your theories and reports (And what is he supposed to say? Tell you about the Honkai and the Sky People, and of his life so far, to assure you that nothing is too absurd to be real?). He finds that being beside someone after all this time, especially with someone who expected nothing from him and knew nothing of him, was...unexpectedly nice. It was something he could see himself getting used to, though he knew he shouldn't. There was a hundred other things he could be doing right now, and loitering with a nobody researcher was hardly on the list.
One more day, he tells himself. But he's been saying that for a little too long already.
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#[I apologize if VA feels ooc? There isn't exactly much to go off of but I like to think he'd be sort of cute..]#[Oh well what is fanfiction for if not for silly fantasies with characters you like!]#[I'm also kind of sad that I'm so behind on HI3 lore sobs. I don't play it as much anymore but I really want to uncover everything about it#[And I'm pleasantly surprised that someone else is interested in him too! I hope you don't mind me using this space to drop an idea instead#honkai impact#honkai imagines#honkai impact 3rd#honkai 3rd#hi3rd#honkaimpact3rd#hi3#hi3 x reader#honkai x reader#honkai impact 3 x reader#hi3 x you#honkai x you#honkai star rail x reader#honkai star rail#asa.writes 🌀#not yandere. 🌀#drabble. 🌀#honkai impact. 🌀#honkai star rail. 🌀#void archives. 🌀
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I have AWAKEN to see the Natlan trailer is out????
#☆ ┆ ( .ooc. );#//SCREAMING#//Where do I fucken BEGIN to freak out#//spoilers from here on out shoo shoo#//SHOOOOO#//Okay#//HELLA ABYSS LORE DROPS?#//WHAT IS THE NIGHT KINGDOM#//IS THAT OLORUN’S HOME???#//KIN|CH IS IN DANGER????#//CAPI AND MAVUI FIGHT???#//CAPI OUT HERE BEING A FUCKEN COLONIZER IN ADDITION TO THE GNOSIS HUNTING?? (Unless he ISNT originally Snezhnayan? 🤔)#//CAPI’S SWORD SUMMONING GIVING HELLA DA|N’S POWERS VIBE???#//LIL BBY KACH|NA BEING SAD???#//Holy FUCK#//Hoyo if there is a chance to have Da|n in a formal Archon Quest NOW IS THE TIME#//Also did I hear wrong or is there an actual C.ULT that offers human sacrifices in Natlan???
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[Hey, I've seen you in posts about Red Pep! What do you think about this cute frog?]
(I am not sure of this 'Red Pep' you speak of! Unless you mean Red and Oni of @onippep ! Since they are the only Peppis I have seen that consistently wear red, but I do not recall them ever mentioning me or this blog
If this is not what you meant, then please let me know!)
#ooc post#I will give my thoughts anyway bc that blog is very cute and funny!!!#I really enjoy the dynamic between Oni and Red with Oni's crush on Red being both charming and adorable#but they both care for each other very much!!!#and Oni's empathic connection to Red is super interesting! and the lore that recently dropped about it being a lap 2 of sorts of Red!!#ALSO ONI GOT A LITTLE TAIL!!!#also also the art style is real cool with lots of fluidity and motion!#it does get a bit more body horror than I do but that is not a negative!#but I have also not gone completely horror mode... Yet...? Hehehehehe#squeaking of horrors Oni is unfortunately the first on the list of 'Fakes that Pep would fight to the death'#due to how Oni reacts to clones and it's reflection#so there may never be a crossover episode with them#anyways long story long check them out! Oni's currently chasing anons through vents hehe
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what are your feelings on lyle bolton lil bro??
HATE. LET ME TELL YOU HOW MUCH I'VE COME TO HATE LYLE BOLTON SINCE THE MOMENT I BECAME ACQUAINTED WITH HIM. THERE ARE 387.44 MILLION STRANDS OF FUR IN WAFER THIN FOLLICLES THAT STRETCH OVER MY BODY. IF THE WORD HATE WAS ENGRAVED ON EACH NANOANGSTROM OF THOSE HUNDREDS OF MILLIONS OF STRANDS IT WOULD NOT EQUAL ONE ONE-BILLIONTH OF THE HATE I FEEL FOR THAT MAN AT THIS MICRO-INSTANT. HATE. HATE.
#ooc: hm. i dont think he likes him#HDBEHBR#would definitely remind him of the bad teachers he had when he was young#also just because he sucks. but that would also make it even worse#killer cupif bit of trauma dropped? hehe‚ maybe :3c#killer cupid#hmmm.. maybe i should also make it lore that he also got sent to a dang psych ward when he was young and that also. fucked him up#ohoho 🍽🍽🍽#one ask sending me on a whole string of thoughts and contemplating killer cupuf lore#killer cupid typing
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//currently thinking about how René and Rook could POTENTIALLY (have to make that clear) be related//
//I just think it would he funny to find out that the Freaky French Guy that seems to know just a *little* too much about you and your family is your cousin or something//
#//ooc#New Lore#<- potentially#nrc newspaper club#//ooc: also!! I’m like halfway done with the profiles#//ooc: i intend to get them done within around a week or two#lore drop#<-again. potentially
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one of these days i'm going to write up all that i've changed from azzarello's bullshit era and the one (1) piece i've kept from milligan (and also changed) and the only thing currently stopping me is that it is going to be so, so inside-baseball incomprehensible. and i almost never want to go reading/screencapping azzarello and milligan to add references but i Want to add references.
canon is goop, just know that we continue to ride the bus down "hellblazer ended at #250 and looks like swiss cheese before that" street.
#( ooc. ) OUT OF CIGS.#i'm doing page maintenance before i fuck off to work rip it's got me thinking#anyway i think i said WAY back on this blog that a side goal of mine is to make hellblazer lore accessible to non-comic readers where i can#bc it's such a Heavy comic & i love it so much & i always felt Terrible recommending it to people only for them to be disgusted#and like. @ past me that particular goal is NOT as easy as you thought it would be lmao#esp because i have a habit of getting VERY detail-oriented when it comes to talking about hellblazer i think#but by GOD it's still a goal. i can put in some motherfucking references here and there when i talk about The Lore#like. azzarello's writing style never translates well for me in synopsis bc he Loves to put the audience in the outside perspective#where we are bystanders/with the rest of the bystanders to constantine's actions and not to his motivations/inner monologue#and i HATE that. hellblazer has ALWAYS been about what this guy has going on underneath the masked exterior#all the things you can't say out loud when you're queer and working class trying to survive in 70s-80s-90s england#but that you FEEL with your WHOLE fucking chest. how that feeling drives you to enjoy little rebellions wherever you can get them#(also azzarello just fucking Sucks LMAO but i'm talking style rn)#so i end up relying on frusin's art to tell the story a little more bc i think he understands the Theatre of constantine's public persona#and when that theatre is Absent then it's really REALLY noticeable. so frusin keeps me in it most of the time#and if i'm digging into frusin art then i'm Going to want to compare it to older panels bc i like body language consistency#milligan on the other hand has NOTHING to save his sorry ass bc his writing is drop-jaw fucking terrible AND the artist seems to like it#but the loss of john's thumb being tied to his mental health (ignoring the bullshit with shade) has always felt. important to me somehow id#anyway MUCH thinking about my favorite loser on this about-to-be-annoying day shdjksd he has been done so dirty#hellblazer brain go brrrr
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//hi chat I know I promised to get to Halloween asks (which i will) but I got my head wrapped around that fic bcs ??? Augh??? High Tide wanting to be a parent but being uncertain of it due to his brute nature??? I'm sold yall,,, so sold,,,,
#🌊 | outside the ship / ooc#🌊 | stuck in my datapad / mobile#[ DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED ON IT I WILL RAMBLE UNTIL TOMORROW ]#[ also.... starting to get the courage to mayhaps drop secret lore? ]
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i did it!! i finally found decent reference images for noah's weird celestial/star map tattoo!!
do you see the vision?? do you finally understand??
i imagine it's more like a combo of the two images w/ slightly less detail than the first image but just a touch more than the second. ofc if you can read a star map then it's not gonna make sense bc it's just made up of the places noah has been and enjoyed bc he's a sentimental, goofy lil fucker
but his right arm/part of his shoulder is basically covered in ink, it's that cool blue/black colour for obvious reasons and it's probably one of my fave details about his character design even though i literally never bring it up in my writing for him. it's there but not acknowledged
#⸺ ooc#but also...?#⸺ lore drop#idk but just in case#anyway i love the spaceman's nonsensical star map tattoo and so should you
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